Sweetness.Bitterness.

I have villages to swarm.

2010-12-03T15:18:00.004+08:00

Will be away for a week.

when i'm back, will then tell you allll about it!

hint: villages, hills, and more villages. lol

Must tell myself to enjoy. sigh.

Much love. Toodles~

*familyknowsbest.

I can be Hulk,

2010-12-01T19:14:00.004+08:00

if i have to be.
*Evvil laughter Niahahahha*

Holidays end dah.

Final sem start dah.

It's time to grow up!
*slaps self.

Boohoo.

of wedding bells and traditions.

2010-11-30T15:56:00.000+08:00

It was my cousin's wedding few weeks back, and i have always love attending weddings. The long elegant wedding gowns, the veil, the catching up of relatives, the laughter, the old meeting the young, taking photos with the brides, photoflashes everywhere. The oath of two love birds in venturing their future paths, through joy and sorrow, together forever. They can even be so emotional for some. It's just, happy moments are to be shared. and what's better than sharing with all of our loved ones, no?

And then we have traditions. and the tea ceremony.

pretty pork, anyone?

After the tea ceremony and some food, we headed to the bridegroom's place together with the bride. It's some tradition, and the bride's parents are not to follow. So there we were, all the way to Bahau which seemed like forever. Damn far can. 45 mins journey and it's still of N.Sembilan. can reach KL in 30 mins from Seremban ok.

Even passed by some hills which i never knew existed. lol

So i explained to my sister who missed out on the wedding, that we were at the village side with the cool air, scenic surroundings, friendly village people, cows grazing the green green grass, horses running around the field..

which pretty much is not true. lol But it's a nice place to relax i think. Small and cozy town. Dinner later that night was great. Yam-sengs as tradition of wedding dinners, and pretty small princesses running around. :)

and this, my beautiful mum. :)

and and, a vain side of mine for closings. lol

*if only.... forever after existed.

Malacca, again.

2010-11-26T22:52:00.011+08:00

During the short holidays. So, Malacca Bandaraya Bersejarah always become one of the favourite places to go. and here they come, yet again. But it's fun, to join and be a tourist together. Strolling along the Jonker Street under the uber super hot scorching *lkjdfg@#jfhg raging sun isn't much fun anymore. Anyhow i'll still get in the crowd of being tourist and chik-chak around. Still fun that way. : )

Okay sorry for the photos being all shuffled up. I'm lazy in a way to sort it. Same meaning anyway. We had same old same old typical Malacaan food : chicken rice ball, cendol, nadeje mille crepe, satay celup and all sorts of liquids/fluids. Was only a one-day trip so didn't have much chance for other stuff. Oh and the lovely AiVy joined us this time. : ) We headed for Menara Taming Sari, and actually queued nearly half an hour for the tower. not forgetting the awesome sun above us. Super hot can. But wasn't all that bad, 80m above with erm Malacca view? Oh and being cheapskate like that, I took a picture of our group photo instead of buying it. Like this also boleh lah..

So the end product of the day : each of us, sticky and worn out with bloated tummy.

and some love to complete the day.

*burp.

of fashion dot com.

2010-11-18T22:28:00.001+08:00

Maybe a little support?

*love the template, no?*

www.wherefashionblooms.blogspot.com

would definitely appreciate some feedback.
=))

*morningglory and sunshine.

1000+ days of sleepless nights,

2010-11-15T22:20:00.005+08:00

(figuratively speaking of 1000+ days. of course)

i think i have insomnia.

shucks.

and i read,
insomnia is caused by:

Psychological reasons - Anxiety, Stress, Depression, etc
Physical reasons - Hormone, Medical Conditions, Pain, etc
Temporary events or factors - Jetlag, Night Shift, Overuse of caffeine, etc

Apparently mostly does not really apply to me. Erm stress? lol
Maybe when i'm in uni, possibly. But at home, all rested up? Sheriosly. Probably it's the night shift. lol and my sleeping drugs work no more than keeping me wide awake, entertained. ;) nor counting sheeps/anything works. i think i should try reading today. would definitely drain the energy of the eyes, no?

sigh i'm off to conquer my night sheeps.
nighty night.
don't let the bed bugs bite.

**cupcakes&twinkies.

So much more, so little time.

2010-11-13T17:51:00.000+08:00

This that this that

and so much more!!
oh boy oh boy how to finish it all up?
i know. i'm going crazy.

lovin' it.

**wahahahhaa

Mashpotatoes and drugs.

2010-11-12T23:17:00.005+08:00

Some of the things that we don't need to take a photo of:

Seriously. Yes. Oh Please.

We know you're happily engulfed in your own lalawhatever-land but privacy stays indoor thankuverithemuch.

It's late but the clock in the brain seems to be stuck by a few hours. Oh help how to adjust the clock. and i bet daily dosage of night chats don't help. but they are literally my sleeping drugs. which, i am very much addicted to.
:)

**you are my drug.

Wanna help the economy?

2010-11-12T22:16:00.005+08:00

Ehem ehem ehem ehem*
We girls are always helping out the economy ei?

Shopping anyone?
: D

catching up.

2010-11-08T18:30:00.001+08:00

Met with the loves.

and as always, good catching up moments.
It's like been so loong since we met and there's lots of this and that to hoohaa about.
but i'm not gonna share it all.
:)
she can be camera shy.

so long, and so far more of our journey.
and lots more to share about.
so we shall, go through it all together.

*hoohaahoohaa

hooola.

2010-11-08T16:06:00.010+08:00

Done with exams. Like finallay! But i'm getting kinda restless, already. Life is sigh.
One can never get enough, really?
and what more can worsen it than the faulty internet connection at home. I'm now surrounded by smell of fries coke and irritatingly loud construction pollution.
Anyhow, holidays start with time with friends food and shopping bags. : ))
Can someone give me a place to put all those shopping bags. i need spaceeeeeee! sigh. but they are all so pwetty how to resist? and i have occasions to wear and and i'm a girl.
and it's life with polka dots nowadays.

i can be boring. like nao. i am boring. with pointless post.
so off i am.

I will miss my egg much.
:(

The girls.

2010-10-30T00:39:00.006+08:00

I miss them.
All of them.

There's too much...

2010-10-29T23:49:00.007+08:00

...that I don't even know where to start.

Yeah i've been missing for quite some time. A-Lot. and am not proud of it. But now, so much have changed. Finals ending in just a few days, and I'll be a freewoman again. well not so free, with the Fypee bundling in. : ( I'll tell on my project later on, when i feel like sharing and boasting. =D
For now, it's packing time soon. Again! Hate this time of the sem. and i need to sort out what to where, where to what. Sigh-ness.
But then again, it's probably the last time that i need to do that. I'm gonna miss it here. at least i think i will.

For those who've graduated or seniors - like us (*cough* old *cough*) , what do you think back of your university years? Including those foundation and orientation days. I have to admit, I kinda enjoyed them. Days back then can be quite eventful with the new people that we meet everyday, but it's getting all ho-hum. Back then it could be quite an anticipating day, but now it's just class-hostel-class-hostel to and fro without much ado. Perhaps it was the people. the surrounding. the age. the younger days.

Anyways, we all move on. Leading to a brighter future i hope. In just a few months' time, we shape our own future.

How about mine?

Someone hand me a playdough will you?

It will be alright, there's this great white hope in you.

**Hello world!

Soon,

2010-06-23T10:35:00.004+08:00

we will be back to the old times..

Yeah, it better be.
: )

Imperfection.

2010-06-17T17:52:00.004+08:00

The imperfection in life, lies many.
The appreciation of life, lies only few.
Where do you stand, you may ask.
It all depends, where do you heed to.

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Oh btw, I like how the epipheo is. Some are nice and meaningful.

Check them out at
http://www.epipheostudios.com/portfolio
because it's cool! XD

**off for the weekend!

Lemons and miracles.

2010-06-11T10:41:00.000+08:00

What's with lemons and miracles? I'm yet to know the truth, but I'll find it out soon enough. Yes i'm being secretive. XD

Guess where was I past weekend?

Yeap, that was a big tipoff. Back in Bandaraya Bersejarah. and I especially like it when everyone's back home and making the house like a market with hustle and bustle of the city =D Yeah the house was so noisy, that my dad have to quiet us down.

It was also mum's birthday. Don't we all love suprises. and never fail to try to give one to those we love. Seeing them happy just makes us feel good all over and knowing that in the end, everything is all worth while.

Everything is priceless.
and we love everyone.

Just being in the good mood, because *weee!* it's a Fridaayy!!
and I shall come back to this post later on.
and to discover the miracle deep inside.
=)

**sourplum.

Lesson to learn.

2010-06-01T17:13:00.000+08:00

Rise and rise again,
until lambs become lions.

and no, i have not become a lion.
not just yet.
=)

**lionrawrs.

Korean Hotness?

2010-05-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

Nearly, mostly, Everyone is crazy over Korean Korean Korean.
Yeah I cannot blame them, blame the hot Korean chicks. and guys of course.
The Korean actors are usually the reason nearly everyone watches Korean drama.

But well, too bad i'm not so much of a Korean fan myself. Neither am i to Korean food. It was wayy long ago since i last had Korean food, that I actually forgotten how it tasted like. So i decided to give it a try, and as well to fulfill Mimi's craving for Korean food.

Few weeks back, off we go to Sunway for lunch.
Ko Hyang Po.

Rice cake in egg something something.

I-forgot-the-name noodle, but it was not bad.

Kimchi, taugeh, ikan bilis? =D

and some dessert for our sweettooth. and indeed a lil too sweet.

Lunch was all okay, and the girls enjoyed it very much. But I would choose Japanese over Korean big time. I love Japanese food. Love love love and can never get enough.
Was stuck in the jam under the heavy heavy rain on the way back, but was all worth while.

Was late back to office but who cares, it's flexible here. Don't jearous ya! : )
and i managed to get that something for the someone. After much thought, was it worth it all?
I hope it was.

**Jap food,Korean chicks.

Family, food and more food.

2010-05-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

Warning:
Do NOT read if you're hungry.
Brace yourself with the food that you're not getting for dinner/lunch later.
You'll drown in overdose of food and love.
*niahaha*
Oh shit i'm hungry myself.

One of the weekends back home in Malacca with the family. The only time i could savour myself with all the best things. and that includes the love. plus the mum's home-cooked food which is always the besto. I always love nyonya food especially the pongteh chicken. So nyonya food we shall!

Fine, we'll do some publicity for this Aunty Lee Restaurant at Ujong Pasir. We were so hungry that we waited at the restaurant at 6pm for it to open themselves to us. LOL Although, we were not all too satisfied. Service was quite bad.

and we spent our time playing around with the hats under the so hot sun.
It was fun though! minus the scorching hot sun.
Do i look like a farmer about to plough the farm. lol

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We had an earlier celebration for Mother's day when mum was up in KL few weeks back. We had dinner in Grand Palace Restaurant, Pavilion and the food was grreat! I'm going to upload some of the food just cause i'm hungry and i want more of them lol.

Looks deliciously good right. It is. Owh no i'm hungry, again! =(
And I like the surrounding. Looks pretty grand, and spacious too.

*please turn ur head 90 degrees anticlockwise lol*

Yes we were happily satisfied customers and it was definitely one fine meal.
But of course for a restaurant in Pavilion, what more can you expect.
Besides, you're paying for what you get. ;)

Ahhh i miss my hair! T_T

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Next up, recent weekend back in Malacca!
Mother's day too. So we, the ladies of the house pampered ourselves with some facial+fish spa.

Loved the ambience. Peaceful enough for me to fall asleep throughout the facial XD

We then had our dinner in Wa Zen Restaurant, Melaka Raya. I made an earlier reservation just in case, and that saved us all the hassle of waiting and all. and you know how grumpy hungry people can be. lol So reservation made, and table all ready for us.
Oh anyway Wa Zen is a Japanese Restaurant FYI.
I love love love japanese food since i dont know when.
But there were once i nearly vomitted trying my dad's California Roll.
that was probably one of the few times i tried Jap food, and i remember well enough that i was in Sibaraku then.
But, i'm not saying Sibaraku's food is bad.
I'm just saying how stupid I were. lol
and now I still wonder why!
I love the Jap rice texture and everything.
Though i'm not a fan of california roll, but how could i?! hahah

We ordered quite alot cause we were greedy like that. lol
Unagi + Soft Shell Crab is a must!

My rice portion was quite big as well. But continued nom nom as much as I could.
Mummy said cannot waste foood! *self defence*

Ignore the reddish face, imperfect complexion and the unruly hair.

I love my mummy and daddy. =)

Have i mentioned? I miss my hair.
I've trimmed/cut it.
I know, they're just hair!
but still!
and i feel like a budak bodoh.
I love it just the way it was before i randomly decided to snip it.
I'm always the one to be blamed.
T_T

**so proud it's such a long post lol.

Kids.

2010-05-19T14:31:00.004+08:00

Kids are growing way faster than they should!

If you have not seen this in my muka buku,

you have got to watch this!

FYI, they are only 7 year old in some competition in California or something.

omg kids.

but they rock!

No more gymnaestics /ballet for your kids, teach them to shake their sexy booty instead.

They may be the next Beyonce. lol

**sexybootybooty.

O.M.G

2010-05-18T16:55:00.003+08:00

I stressed the omg above.
cause it's seriously friggin OMG.

OMGeee!

I swear I can just pull my hair off the head.
and i'm sure that'll be easy with the amount of hair on my head.

Seriously,
Get A Life!

**Gee.

I can has stamina too.

2010-05-14T17:45:00.006+08:00

Okay, got to admit, i am weak. I seriously need to stock up on stamina and more exercise. Not only to keep fit, but for the health as well. I need more blood circulating and esp pumping up to the face so i don't look so pale! =(

Anyhow, past weekend was well spent. and we're damn healthy okay! *feels proud*
Hiked all the way up Broga Hill in Semenyih.
Woke up omfreaking early 4 am, struggled with all the dark eyecircles shown on every faces. and i kept wishing it was raining lol. The only thing i had in mind was to continue my sleep back in the car but by then, the eyes were already wide open. Bah.

It was a Sunday, plus a public holiday, so there were so so many people! It was dark dark dark on the way up and I didn't dare taking photos in the dark. I was afraid to see an extra figure in the resulting picture. A figure in white, perhaps? I rather not. lol.

All the way up up up, and finally up.
I like it when it's dark. The colour of the sky look so pwetty..

We didn't exactly managed to see the sunrise because of the clouds, but there were a little bit of it.

Erm, a statue up on the hill?

And, do look at the crowd. There were soO many people around, spoiling all of my awesome photos. =( So whenever we see an empty spot with nice view not taken, we quickly rush to it. Kiasu pulak!

And of course, i love all of the pictures taken.
but wouldn't it be better with the girls around.
We'll definitely snap around every bit of the view with stupid crazy poses.

Fatty dum dum striking his pose lol!

and isn't this the sweeeetest picture/couple or what!
niahahaha
*revenge is sweet!*

In the end of the morning, we savoured ourselves with the supposedly famous ice kacang in Semenyih. But it was only so-so for me. =(

With the ice kacang, heavy breakfast and mamak later on,
all the calories burnt = useless.
hahahha
Nevertheless, it was a really good exercise and i felt good fresh the whole day.
I think i really need more of this.
maybe with a bigger group next time?
=)

**hi-yah.

Give some thought.

2010-05-12T10:26:00.003+08:00

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What do you see from the glass above?
A glass of water.
but is it really half full,
or actually half empty?

Don't strain your brain,
think exactly what was your first answer.
=D

It's actually a simple test, testing your personality.
You, a optimist if it's half full,
and you, a pessimist if it's half empty.

It shows that each person has his/herown perception.

Perception is unique to every individual and is simply one's interpretation of reality.

*you're different,but does not make you better than others.

A lil faith.

2010-05-11T12:08:00.004+08:00

Oh where art thou when I needed you most.

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On another irrelevant side,
you'll grow up to this piggy bank which is all I ever needed. lol

I know you will.

just have a lil faith,

and all is well.

I am,

2010-05-11T10:43:00.005+08:00

so darn pathetic!

feeling pretty useless and unproductive too.

But is it really,

the grass is always greener on the other side.

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You think?

Can't deny it, can you.

We can just never get enough of anything, everything.

**be contented.

Oh nois.

2010-05-10T17:24:00.002+08:00

I like this feeling right here. I had a great weekend back home. Took half day on Friday, and managed to meet up with the girls before both of them fly out of Malaysia for a month or so! Saturday, spent with facial, fish spa and Japanese dinner.
All were first tryouts and i must say, not bad not bad. Credits to me! hahaha

I will complete this post when i finally upload my photos.
*i promise that i will. lol*

For now, i dislike the weather. T_T

I wanna go home, and be a couch potato.

**mondayblues.

when love overflows,

2010-05-10T10:12:00.004+08:00

spill it to the ones you care most.

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Happy Mummy's Day!

xoxo,

your daughters.

Is it time?

2010-05-02T13:38:00.003+08:00

Not until it's already 5 seconds.

Heard of the 5 seconds rule? Any of your food that falls are still safe as long as it is within the 5 seconds time.

This is so cute. lol

*1..2..3..4..5

For you.

2010-04-20T15:01:00.005+08:00

I have so much which are left out but I prefer completing my posts with all of the photos due. Maybe one day, when I have internet at home. Although life without internet could be a lil pathetic, but life goes on just well. =) Anyway the point for this post is for a dear friend of mine.

Happy Birthday Carrine Gan ah Chiu! =)

It was sooo many years back when we first met. I don't even remember when.
But schooling days have been great.
those Harry Potter and Barney days.

Much love, darling.

**Barneylovesyou.

Smile, and be contagious.

2010-04-15T14:37:00.004+08:00

**If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands!**

Although how much the smiley show the happiness, the fact is that the cup is never nearly that full. If u know what I mean, but I doubt you do. If only I could make the words less complicated. If only I could make life less complicated. I kinda hate the times that I start getting emo over stuff. One minute all is well, and in another, things can get bad just like that. I know I have always prefered spontaneity and difference. I cannot help being bored over routine stuff. This applies to ma work here. There's not much of productivity in a day, though how much I tried it to be. At least now I've realised it. Why do I still get emotional over stuff when there could be worst coming ahead. Oh be contented already! *slap.

I'm hungry and i'm moody alright.

*if all I could do is just smile..

Tagged, long ago.

2010-04-09T16:38:00.003+08:00

01.What do u eat everyday?
Well, it depends. If I feel real bad eating too much in my relatives’ houses, I sneak in, well, bread, Oreos (my life-saver), and more bread. Really, I buy so much bread from Rotiman it’s obscene, and even promoted Mexican bread to my friends, Rotiman should sponsor me

02.Where you will go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Paris duh!? And Calgary. And Melbourne. And California. And London. Okay I know I’m being greedy. But I can save money on like say, lounging because I know people from these places! Oh except Paris =( I know someone from Strasbourg only =(

03.What’s your favourite thing to do?
Study Sociology! OMG so nice can!
Yeah. Right.
I love to eat. Period. I guess I didn’t even have to answer that, you guys know that very well already eh?
Oh by the way, for those of you who haven’t seen me for since like August, I’VE GONE FATTER!!! And my mom’s really happy

04.Do you think money can buy happiness?
“Nope. Money can make you happy though.”
Agree with Zac the bakulman

05.Do you believe in destiny?
I think so?

06.What are you afraid to lose the most?
My family members. Even my extended ones. Yeah I just realised I’m pretty much a family person

07.If you win $1million,what you will do with the money?
Buy loadsa stuffs! For my family. Like whatever my dad has always wanted but tak sampai hati to buy and whatever my mom wants. And my sisters too! Oh by then I doubt I got much money left for myself already

08.List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.
He’s a bakulman, a nippleman, a ball-less happyman (he called himself that, not me)
Hahaha
Okay lar, he listens to ALL my crap, even the stupidest one
And I know he doesn’t judge me for all those idiotic things I’ve done
And he basically keeps my head STRAIGHT
And he’s a really really loyal and sweet guy
Oh he’s not punctual (cannot tahan, must mention this, I bet Derek agrees with me!)
Eh more than three already right?
I want donuts dude! Don’t want green tea one okay

09.If you have only one wish..what will you wish for?
“A genie in a bottle so I can get 3 more wishes!!!! Woot! Buy 1 free 3.”
What Zac said, I agree too!
Okay lar if one wish, I don’t ever wanna be separated from my any of my family members
Even after we all die one day, “Till we meet again”
Oh yes I think I’m still emo about my aunt =(

10.If you could rewind time..would you?
DUH?!?!?!?!? OMG I would rewind time and spend more time with my aunt and paternal grandpa more

11.What is your ambition?
What do you think? Anything lar aiyo seriously, I just wanna earn enough to repay all the people who have been feeding me all these while. And be happy with that job. I really don’t care much anymore. And also, as long as I can make my family proud, nothing else matters really

12.What your favourite song for the moment?
So many! Can I be greedy?
At the moment leh
- Joshua Radin & Ingrid Michaelson’s Sky
- Joshua Radin’s I’d Rather Be With You
- Plain White T’s 1234
- Rachael Yamagata’s Be Be Your Love (all time favourite) and Reason Why and Worn Me Down
- Michelle Branch’s Together
- Chantal Kreviazuk’s Leaving On A Jetplane (her version is AWESOME!)
- Josh Kelley’s Only You
- Kate Voegele’s It’s Only Life and Wish You Were
Whoa I’m seriously greedy
Or is it more like indecisive?

13.If you can teleport once..where you would go?
Hmmm.. once only meh? I dunno lar seriously. If one very hard to choose

14.What do you think is the most important in your life?
My family

15.If you could undo one mistake in the past..what would it be?
I would talk and spend more time with the people I love most. Sorry people I’m so emo =(

16.If you have the chance..which part of your character would you like to change?
I wish I could just STOP PROCRASTINATING like super omg man Sandra Wong you suck hell like madness craziness you could just die of hunger one day

17.What kind of music have you been listening to lately?
Mellow kinds? Oh I think I’ve always loved mellow kinds

18.What is the one thing you cannot do you wish you could?
Erm… I don’t know man
I don’t wanna think about things I can’t do
I don’t want that low self esteem thing to kick in again
My aunt hated my low self esteem

19.If you knew that you will die tomorrow..what would you do 24hours before that?
Just spend more time with my loved ones
Darn I’m super emo can die

20.If you were to own a company..which company would you choose?
Tough one
Sorry no idea

I was browsing through my blog posts and drafts. and stumbled upon this draft post which is dated wayy looong ago, year '08! It belongs to Sandra dearest, where I am tagged and supposed to answer the questions. I'm always Very the lazy to fill up all the questions so I will procrastinate and eventually the post past by, just like in this case. Oh Sandra dear, I love how honest you can be and how I can just laugh just looking at your actions gestures and words. Bless us all and hope you're resting peacefully in heaven. =)

**reminiscence.

I'm in Action.

2010-04-09T15:38:00.005+08:00

If you are interested enough to read about my life in Maxis so far, you can read it in

http://www.pchze-in-action.blogspot.com/.

I know, lame address. Blah blah. Me in action as in like, me working. XD

But you've been warned, it's boring over there. lol. Words words and words to fill the post. and words to make my Maxis life sound interesting and knowledgeable. =.=

Whee it's a Friday and i'm going homeeeee! Can't wait for 5.30pm cause I'm so leaving early. My supervisor is missing once again. Lol. I had Spanish food for lunch and am enjoying it. If only lunch time could be good everyday. I actually can have many pictures to share but I can only online in the office. yes thank you Telekom for not having coverage in my sis's place. It's so ridiculous! No internet because there's no Telekom line. Argh! But fine I have the tv and my best company. and I get to retire early for the night. But why do I still get tired in the morning when I have had enough sleep. Sigh, am I getting old.

I'm SO into Glee right now. I don't know why but there's just something about Glee, that i Love. hahaha I think I'm going to be a pirate. ;) If you have not watched it, what are you waiting for. WATCH it! It's good. and their songs are great. oh i sound like i'm promoting them lol.

It's a weekend! =)

**family getogether!

Server room.

2010-04-08T16:07:00.004+08:00

I wasn't allowed to take photo in the server room. This is somesort like the server room that I went yesterday, only not that messy. Except that there will be alot of computers, cables cables and aircon blowing. The temperature is lower because they have to mantain the computer so not to over heat as the computer operate 24 hours non stop. I was told that if the temperature goes below a certain level, the server will transfer to the backup server and then shut down. Cool. lol It was quite relaxing today. and I left early from Kepong, reaching home around 4 something. =D

If we have this kind of server room. Awesomely cool! But since when will our country ever be so high tech. I want to be walking along the glass corridors lol.
Went to 1U for lunch and had Iitaliannies. But the food was horrible and totally unsatisfying. =( Tomorrow, Spanish food maybe. ;)

**Friday!

The beginning.

2010-04-06T17:51:00.003+08:00

and it's a boring one. I'm currently doing my internship in Maxis, Shah Alam. and it seems so pathetic that i'm in Shah Alam all alone, which is capital Boring! Anyone around Shah Alam, please do tell! XD
Yesterday was the first day and phiew i have my own desktop. Waited and waited for supervisor to arrived in the morning, called him and i think he was still sleeping at that moment! >.< But fine, he assigned me to do some research on GSM Architecture stuff. At least something to keep me busy but that did not last long as I soon started to get bored again. oh and thank god i have my phone. Message message to keep time going on. hahah oh and my supervisor. It's a He, an Indian one. He's not bad and seem to be quite good but he's busy busy and always not around. He's practically not around today and i linger around with this and that with anything anyone could give me to read or do or see.
and it's so sad. Cause i'm like totally being ignored by the other workers here. They're busy busy with their own stuff and don't even bother about me. BORING!
but at least in the afternoon i managed to get into the equipment room and it's brrr freeezing. They have to mantain the temperature at 20 Celcius but the wind was so strong, it felt colder than a 20 Celcius. Saw the switches routers and network element, then continue seeing their troubleshooting. Then bored again cause I can only stand and watch. Lunch with sis wohoo! Back in office, play around with some server and waiting for time to pass.
Oh puh-lease! I need some real technical work! or at least something to keep me busy and get the time going. I sure hope days will be be better! =(
Is telecommunication really my cup of tea?

**time to grow old.

*sniff. What's that?

2010-03-30T22:27:00.001+08:00

I can smell,

Freedom!

which is nothing but great.
=)

so what's next with days ahead..
You'll find out soon enough. teehee
Till then, I'm going to get as much rest as I can.
i SO need it.
Good night earthlings! =)

**i'm done!

Need..hold.on.

2010-03-28T01:34:00.006+08:00

Sunday clears away the rust of the whole week ♥
**

love the touch of this picture.
So relaxing.
Loosen up, lay back and enjoy the summer breeze.
Exactly all that I need right now.
oh and i love the red shade.
Ah so shitty. I don't feel too well,
a little feverish and some head spinning.
and that made my day. =(

*need..hold.on.

Memorizing.

2010-03-27T17:43:00.005+08:00

Enough already.

I'm exhausted of all of the memorizing. The good part is that no more whole load of notes to memorize. The bad part is that the core subjects only starts tomorrow onwards. Well at least there are more calculations and understanding to be done rather than reading blankly. I tell you, sometimes I need to read the sentence over and over again as the brain does not seem to register it. Lol But at least those hard work paid off. Coming soon, three consecutive ones, back to back. and then, I need to start planning of the days ahead. What to do first, who to meet up with, what to buy, where to go, what to eat, when to do this and that. *evil laughter* Oh and next comes internship. I sure hope it's going to be good. Anyways, that's going to be a later concern. I have to keep reminding myself that it's a Saturday cause I've lost track of the days. and it has been a pathetic whole week and weekend. Whine whimper rant.

Study I shall.

**Smartworking.

2010-03-26T22:21:00.002+08:00

Sometimes,

you can be a tiny bit disappointing.

although not realized.

Oh yes.

2010-03-26T16:34:00.002+08:00

***
and another 4 more papers to go.
Wish me luck!
=)

2010-03-25T00:45:00.003+08:00

It was breath taking.

Aw I miss it.

Another chance pwetty pwease?

**when next?

Without a reason.

2010-03-25T00:06:00.005+08:00

Food glorious food.

Hot sausage and mustard!
While we're in the mood -- Cold jelly and custard!

What next is the question?
**

I just love how pictures brings back the old reminiscence.

I think i might post up some old pictures of mine in the next post.

Have you seen back your old self and commented on how outrageously hideous you were?

Oh well, I certainly have. HAHA
but then again, why would even anyone like me back then?
HAHAHAHA

I want to read i want to read i want to read!
I think i’ve read nearly the whole set but i’m gonna read the whole set all over again!
**
Oh shitty.
I’ve practically wasted my whole night.
Fine. Back to studies.

**Picture perfect.

T_T"

2010-03-23T17:14:00.004+08:00

Shh.

Do Not Disturb.

as i'm too engrossed with the beautiful history of our country's.

How we freed ourselves from the other domination.

oh oh and get to know our current country's ministry and cabinets.

Who's our current Agong? lol

T_T

*oh well, yay history!

Oh noes!

2010-03-23T15:38:00.003+08:00

OH no no no no no no no no no no no no!

This.Is.Bad.
my finals starts tomorrow.
with the most in-teresting Malaysian Studies! =.=

in the mid of exam stress/boredom
I'll still be able to fit some time to blog lol.

**okay pictures take too long to upload.
FINE!
Back to studies loR!

T_T

*the toilet here is yucky!-.-

Quote!

2010-03-17T13:42:00.000+08:00

Have u ever thought, if u have ever made an impact to someone's life.
*
*
I'm disappointed.
of of of people!
and myself.
Oh Gawd
Bless me from being so fickled minded!
and indecisive!
=(

*If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun.

Giving in.

2010-03-16T22:45:00.003+08:00

to the awesome-st.
Reluctantly.
=(

For better or for worse?

If only i knew.

I'm worried what the future would be.

I'm worried I would make it worst.

So I must give in the most that I can.

or really?
out of topic: sometimes i really wonder what's on your mind.
*
I'm totally slacking, like aLOT this sem.
that's bad.

*study T_T study.

LGMH.

2010-03-14T13:12:00.005+08:00

When you think your life is failing you down..

think again.

Love gives me hope.

Check out the many more thousand stories from www.lovegivesmehope.com.

There are stories that will make you go aww.

But if you need some stories for entertainment to save ourselves from our pathetic studying life,

http://www.fmylife.com will be a better choice.

Lol.

*GiveMeHope.

6am.

2010-03-13T23:45:00.007+08:00

and the alarm rang!

Time for breakfast!
*we damn semangat right.lol*
**and we're thaT healthy!**

Even the sun is not even up yet!

Dim sum at Sri Petaling,
this time tried Pun Ki which is not along the normal dimsum-with-umbrella row.

I would say it's overall just moderate.
But it seems to be getting good reviews online.
and I wonder..

As usual, we always spend our quality time together usefully.
3 - 4 years together but this is the first time we actually woke up early for breakfast.
and it's going to be so soon that we'll start to be apart from each other.
and we wonder how the future would be.

the much anticipated planners.

and we're there to eat.

lol.

*being healthy.

When all seems blurry..

2010-03-12T16:25:00.003+08:00

and a light came shining down,

bringing up the broken spirits.

what's your flavour?
oh how i wish if i could swallow up the whole cone. lol

I am seriously in need of deep inspiration.

to do some serious studying.

On the bright side,
i'm in high spirits right now.
not like there's anything specific that made me be.

But all just feels right.
and isn't it great if every single day is great like that!
or maybe at least. =D

I so wish to hit the mall,
especially with some great shopping partner
T_T

*i need to study.

Makan makan.

2010-03-10T13:22:00.005+08:00

with Miss Sheryl at Sakae Sushi.

I'm not a big fan of Sakae and I prefer Zanmai much more! =D
i've been craving for japanese food lately, i'll never get enough lol
same goes to this lady with her crocodiled logo tee and her small appetite =p

It was great catching up gossiping and all.
The night continued so forth but it ended up pretty simple.
if you know what i mean.
=D

Afterall, it's the company that you have that matters.

*forever we stay.

Girls in town.

2010-03-10T12:22:00.005+08:00

I don't care. It's still the new year for me.
So i dragged the girls to the famous Thean Hou temple.

Up on the hill, the peaceful ambience makes you feel serene all over.
The place was basically empty so we had the place all to ourselves.
Camwhoring here and there.
Biasa la tu. =D

Why do i feel like i'm seeing two of the same pig.

The girls. Love.

and spent our night in Bangsar.
Can we have more of Bangsar shopping soon?
=D

*we're all grown up.

Hmm.

2010-03-10T00:33:00.003+08:00

Am i such a disappointment to you?

I'm sorry if I were one.

Maybe i am, the black sheep.

sulk.

*i feel terrible deep inside.

Let loose.

2010-03-02T13:10:00.003+08:00

Let's just hope there's going to be more of great days ahead.
Let time heal everything.
Forget the past,
live the present.
You're yet to know what lies ahead.

Spent some quality time with the girls.
at least something to take the mind off things.

I'll be fine.

*let loose.

Wish me luck.

2010-02-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

for what it's going to be.

*keep the fingers crossed.

Lost.

2010-02-24T20:49:00.005+08:00

*credits to the awesome photographer's skill. =p

I’m lost myself too. I’m searching for footsteps to trail.

And i love this random photo much.

*lostforwords.

and it shines.

2010-02-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

as everything will be great afterall.

it's how i chose my days to be.
and i choose to be happy.
whatever happens, i'll be strong.
As in the end of the day, there are still those who cares.

no i'm no emo queen! =p

*i am still living it.

Pictures to fill.

2010-02-23T18:01:00.000+08:00

oh Hello there.

I know my posts are being pretty emo lately with words words and only words. Not to mention boring ones lol. Therefore here are some pictures which worth thousands of words. Cny was great, but it seems to be passing too fast! A week of happy days back at home, weekend of food in kl and one last boring week in uni trying to study for tests. and there goes the 15 days. =( Although there were some events which does not lead to a start of a great new year, i truly hope it would somehow be great.

Things that sum up and make life perfect.
or so.
Many more not uploaded,
but are kept in the heart.
=)

*be back,happy days.

Stop and ponder.

2010-02-23T02:07:00.003+08:00

what have i brought myself into. taking things for granted.
and now the remains are all that are left.
have i taken the wrong footstep
to this wonderland i thought i would be in.
and now all that are left,
remains unspoken.
will things work out to the way it's supposed to be?
will it ever be the same?

where do we go from here.

Anemic?

2010-02-22T21:24:00.003+08:00

I think my car is anemic. Lacking of red blood cells.
If not, why else would it be fainting so often all the time!
which is so frustrating.
I'm not giving up on it, yet
but sigh.
I may be inadequate of blood too,
but at least i don't faint all the time.
=.=

*please don't fail on me.

the comfort zone that was.

2010-02-21T16:53:00.008+08:00

*credits to mountcope.files.wordpress.com*

I was trying to find the perfect words to fill in this strange empty post. I couldn't really rationalize this feeling that i have. Exactly, what is bothering me. I don't know, I'm strange that way. I hate times like this. Confusion fills up the air. I always thought everything have been great. Twas great times together with everyone. But now, i feel like a stranger in the mainland. Maybe it's better to know what have came across, rather than letting it be worst. I just feel terrible right now. There wasn't exactly a comfort zone that i could go to. So just shut the eyes and let tears be rolling down. Sometimes i wonder, what exactly am i up for. Anything that i have done right in this life. anything that i'm even good for. I know i should totally appreciate this awesome life that i'm living in. times like this make me strange. and i don't want to live this world all by myself. someone please wake me from this dreamworld of mine.

*if only you could take me away

Dum de dudum.

2010-02-19T00:09:00.004+08:00

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why

Slow it down make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
‘cuz it’s too much, yeah it’s a lot
to be something I’m not

I’m a fool out of love
‘Coz I just can’t get enough

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
I can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy The Show

The sun is hot in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It’s a joke nobody knows
They’ve got a ticket to that show …yeah

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
it’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh

Dum de dum dudum de dum
Just enjoy The Show

*wee.hum hum hum.

Red Blossoms.

2010-02-18T17:20:00.004+08:00

Tong tong tong chiang!

Happy Chinese New Year!!

It's been great so far..

but i've had sleepless nights.

**

I dreamed a dream in time gone by

When hope was high and life worth living

I dreamed that love would never die

I dreamed that God would be forgiving

in case it seems familiar:it's from Susan Boyle ;)

**
when time passes by,

you'll then know where you're led to.

when the it seemed like forever.

wishing it was forever.

##iwanttohaveapeekofthefuture.

Recollection.

2010-02-01T22:37:00.005+08:00

of 3 weeks back.
and I never realised how fast time have past
as the days seem like yesterday.
how i wish everything is back to normal.
no losses no funeral no nothing
more of laughter, meet ups, and all
At times the melody of Amazing Grace came along in my head,
reminding me of that very moment,
the toughest to go through.

Sandra i feel like such a horrible friend!
The only few pictures that i have of us together is like few years back
and now i regretted not taking more pictures each time we hang out.
There's so many things that reminded me of you everywhere i go.
How awesome Glee is, how great bargains they have in F21 and much more others.
I really hope you're doing awesomely good in heaven.
I'm sure it's so pretty and peaceful with everything so clear and white! =)

*you are missed

Days ahead.

2010-01-31T22:58:00.000+08:00

will be better.

Hoolidaysss! (just over! *sulk)

but another week of holiday ahead.

but there's still something missing.

not that anything could replace it.

**

Met up with darling Van & Bel, short and sweet.

All i could say.

and there was soo much to catch up with, there's always not enough time!

Happy birthday to Miss Soon!

Morning dim sum + cake with 2 chocolate balls = weird perfection of a 22nd!

I hope it would be indeed a great year for you despite everything.

Be strong and everything will be great on your side.

For now, i need to get back to reality.

Back to studies i shall!

I'll be a better person

and learn to appreciate the bright side of life.

*wants to be happy

Shh.

2010-01-19T14:56:00.003+08:00

I dont wanna see a thing.
I dont wanna speak a thing.
Just tell me what to do.
Hold my hand,
and guide me to the right path that should be.
What if choices were to be made again.
What would it be this time.

*so random.

what is lost

2010-01-18T14:09:00.005+08:00

Sudden thought.Sudden tears.
I know i'm supposed to be alright. I thought i did.But this morning proved me wrong. I couldn't really explain why. But emotions just suddenly came running along. Every morning, when the thought of life comes along. Then i realize what will be missing. I really need to get clear of myself. This would be really distracting. I'm confused. Why am i only having the after effect. Isn't it supposed to be better. Because we are at least sort of over it. Literally.
Two tests this Thursday and not much have been covered. However I don't feel any stress worries or anything. oh and i had a chance and even time for full shopping today but i totally totally have no mood for it. I just wanted to be home.
Okay i am totally fine now. I AM fine. I will be. rawr! =)
and i will be off to studies~

*imissyou.rip.

QP!

2010-01-17T13:52:00.003+08:00

On a happier side,

Miss QuanPing is finally 21!

Happy Birthday to you!

and we love you ya?
thanks for dinner!
and and hope you had a blasting blast day!
=))

*ijustlovehappyoccasions!

Seriously.

2010-01-15T16:42:00.003+08:00

Live life like you never had before.
Why mourn over the past.
Why frown over the future.
Let the present speak itself.

and not forgetting,
Love.
Love life.
Love yourself.
Love humankind.
Love the nation.

Seriously, life's too short.
Appreciate everything.
every single thing.

*loves.

Speechless.

2010-01-15T15:49:00.004+08:00

Something neither I nor anyone could take it.
Some rather be in denial.
Sandra.
I really couldn't find the perfect words for now.
We all know that you are great.
great that noone could ever replace your existence.
Cause you are special like that.
It is such a great loss for all of us,
that everyone is in total shock.
We will always have you deep in our hearts,
missed badly by all loved ones.
We love you.
and may you rest in peace.

*what will it be without you in our lives.
dread the thought of it.
let's just assume you're in a long faraway vacation,
never coming back again.
=((
Please i pray, bless the family and all loved ones of hers'
May the tears be the strength in every soul.

*strucked.

2010.the year that will be.

2010-01-05T16:49:00.000+08:00

Oh btw, Happy Twenty Ten to everyone!

The blog continues here....

and will to be continued.

will be updating every now and then.

=)

*awholenewyear.

splat.

2009-12-14T12:25:00.004+08:00

In need of serious self consciousness. i mean er. seriously. what have i been thinking. this is so bad for health. and to me. seriously. how could it turn out this way. i need a rest. slack and shop. as if i'm really tired of everything la. but i'm quite enjoying myself though. workloads are coming up real soon but it's already the festive season. Christmas always give people a good feeling all around. With the joyful songs being heard everywhere. Ahh i love holidays. don't everyone do. =) Besides the holidays, there's this day of celebration as well! *hinthint*

if i were to blindfold myself. where will i be headed to.

*ihatethispartrighthere.

Dissatisfaction.

2009-12-12T13:38:00.003+08:00

Tired and discontented.

Guess where, last week.

I'm bloated

2009-12-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

My face, a bittergourd?

I'm moody.

of nothing.

which makes me even more moody.

This time it's titleless.

2009-11-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

Just cause i was waiting for my series of gossips to be streamed, i decided to continue to put on some effort in creating a post. lol. I was staring blankly, thinking of a suitable title for this post. I couldn't think of any. All i could think of was this past few weeks and the happenings.

and now i'm all in the dark lit only by the lappie's lights thanks to all those annoying irritating, waitingfortherainanddie bugs.

and stuck with bejewelled halfway. hahhaa

oh Anyway back to the topic, i really have no idea which topic of mine that should be the main title here but every single thing of it. I felt every thing that had happened, has its story along with it. and btw i had many great talks lately. that's why i love holidays. catching ups are so easy to get along. rather than days packed with classes assignments and exams. speaking of which, the days are coming again so soon. *sulks. =(
I accompanied my mum today although i really had the choice of not to. I knew it was better for both of us. I knew everyone loves companies, no matter where or when. I knew i wanted to spend more time with her and er see her hair being done? lol. anywayy i was saying that, sometimes i really wonder how it feels when all you have is relief, knowing that there will no longer be worries. Knowing that now all you could do is pray and hope for the best. I imagine sometimes my mum would feel that way, her babies all grown up and all she could do was to give support. Feeling relieved that we have all grown to be such great daughters yay! lol.
I just hope they would be more relaxed. I feel bad for all my fees are directly from the home and i'm so useless. oh a little low self esteem there. *sulks again. Ah i dont think i should bother continuing because it is leading to nowhere and i'm so getting more and more out of topic.

There are so much to be thought about. Future.Career.Friends.Family.Love. Practically everything. Life. Have any of you ever get so contented with your life? I'm not saying that i'm not because, i should. Ya i should. So should everyone out there. We were created all even and fair. Pros here and cons there. Cons here and pros there. No perfection except Miss Photoshop. XD It's all about learning your flaws. The imperfections are the ones dragging you to being, just better. Improving ourselves. I'm currently on this book, which is abit lame and boring, but i read it for the sake for understanding it. Although i have to admit, some sentences are practically glanced through. lol

There was this thing which kept me worried for this few weeks. and it turned well in the end i guess. I didn't know what to expect. But i guess it was alright. Acceptable but could be better. Noone could have known but only you. of how i was back then. and i never felt that way before. and i sure hope i never will again. lol

There's so many words that i know i'm going to bore all of you and all of you will go running away from here. But nevermind it's good since it's full of unimportant rumblings. hahah i'm serious. lol

Okay off to bed now!

Nighty night earthlings!

*smiles broadly

Boo!

2009-11-24T12:38:00.000+08:00

I

love

it

when

you

are

you.

get it?

Holidays and more!

2009-11-16T18:56:00.003+08:00

Ahh.. pretty aren't they?

I just love holidays!

Never knew we actually have such scenic views in Malaysia after all.
=)
and i love the clear blue sky
making the day to seem more joyful than ever.
or maybe it's just me
being weird. lol

enough said.

i love my days.

but why does emotions run upside down when the thoughts of others come running along
why do i have sleepless nights with concerns all around
i just want to enjoy my life
and get things straight right.
and with that i hope it would.

sniff

2009-11-04T18:32:00.008+08:00

Arghchoo!

Been arghchoo-ing whole day long.

I hate running nose in rainy weathers.

with the wrapped 'wantan's

among the jumbled notes everywhere on the table.

with the non stop rain

making everyone feeling lazy and sleepy.

Just make the day seem more gloomy.

On the brighter side!

What are the plans ahead.

Tomorrow onwards i mean!

Weeeee <3

what to eat what to eat.

what to buy what to buy.

where to go where to go.

what to do what to do.

Blahh. *slaps.

still have to study first.
=(

all my loved ones.
i <3 you.

My apologies.

2009-10-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

for neglecting my blog.
But by each day, more and more come into my life
and i'll have soo much to write about.
Though how much i like to express myself in words sometimes,
i chose to express it in other ways.
or maybe keeping things off the mind.
or pouring it out to those close ones.
*tiny ones*
Maybe, maybe after the exams,
i'll really spend some time updating.
Know me, the procrastinator.
Who isn't?!
lol.
Anyway, exams are around the corner.
Facebook will be filled with status of stress and upcoming holidays.
and very true, holidays in like...
SOON!
Oh did i mention, i've been eating.
alot.
and i'm always hungry.
which made me the greediest one among all.
which is so Not true.
the other shortie is.lol
but it's alright.
cause it's exam week.
and cause cause i'm a growing teenager.
*selfcomforts*
We always need full nutrition = lots of food.
I need a day where i can indulge myself with all the favorites!
that includes every.thing.
.
and the day shall come.

I miss ma home and the food.

and i miss outing with everyone.

=(

For you

2009-08-07T21:03:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday,

once again this year.
The candles are growing by each year,
but don't worry it's not the facial lines extending.

&
Happy Birthday to my dad as well!

**hugs

More!

2009-07-17T01:36:00.003+08:00

It's

a

weekend !

and i have plans.

Go get yourself one and enjoy.

Boo♥

♥life.

Lateral thinking.

2009-06-24T00:17:00.004+08:00

You may or may not have done this before,
but go on and try it.
Especially when you have nothing else better to do.
It's really interesting how indirect and creative approach to logic.
Go put on your thinking cap.

Wanting answers eh?
Typical Malaysians.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

1 seven seas
2 split level
3 forgive and forget
4 missing you
5 Downtown
6 lucky break
7 he's by himself
8 see through blouse
9 first aid
10 west indies
11 6 feet underground
12 backward glance
13 tricycle
14 reading between the lines
15 Cross roads
16 three degrees below 0
17 neon lights
18 just between you and me
19 one in a million
20 broken promise
21 you are out of touch
22 life begins at 40
23 Jack in a box
24 Growing economy
25 up before 8
26 just around the corner
27 Apple pie
28 making up for lost time
29 standing ovation
30 I understand you undertake to undermine my undertaking

Go strain your eyes.

**Glees

Pa.

2009-06-21T01:43:00.000+08:00

Happy
Father's
Day.

**We love you, as always do.

4 Ninjas.

2009-06-18T00:44:00.002+08:00

What's with the title eh.
Just cause. I've been called a ninja today. lol Dont bother.
and i had great splendid moments with the other three Ninjas.

How often do we actually have the time to do this and that together.
Apatah lagi, shopping. =(
anyway night time would be good as well.

as long as we had our share of laughters and chit chats.
sorry meiyin, you said cannot tag but didnt say bout blogs right?
hahah

oh btw, she's available! *lads, anyone?
for further information, please contact 01******** =D
my jaw was really tired that night
from all those chatters laughters and singing.
i'm even still smiling looking back at those silly lilly videos ;)

and look,
pretty colours in the sky!
okay not exactly as colourful as i was meaning but still,
you get the point don't you.

We shall do this more often ya girls?

and not forgetting, the not-forgotten-celebration

such perfect timing.
blow blow your candles and make a wish.
don't worry, your hair is in good shape and u'll still look pretty
no matter how ur eyes nose and mouth are like.
you must be loving me now eh.
hahaha

**hii-yak!

We warmed the house.

2009-06-06T23:20:00.004+08:00

Sis's house warming of course.
After months and months of stressful days, it should be a great relieve for my sis.
At least all the effort has not gone to waste.
Finals just in a few day's time, but what can be done.
The house warming is as important as well.
I could just spare a few hours for some good family gathering. =)
Relatives from the north and south got together as well.

and all the pretty cousins..

oh and we surprised both mum and our cute little cousin with some birthday celebration.

this little details add a little more meaning in everything..

i love gatherings.

*eee's

Days-weeks-months back.

2009-06-04T01:07:00.014+08:00

Yohoo~
I'm back!
and the internet is back!
we're trying on WiMax right now. good and fast i hope.
i just have the urge to just upload some of the recent stuff that has been going on.
from shopping to eating to gatherings to loves.
=)
and there will be even more next week.
my forehead spells anticipation.
miss lim i hope you really DO make it here this time!

each photo represents different meaning and mostly different location.
can i just leave this post be this way.
i dont really need add descriptions if you can already know what's going on with all the many pictures below right.
you know how much i like to fill a post with pictures,
giving me no space to write much words,
so therefore i need to cut down on words,
yes that's why.
hahaha.
=)

I'm just lazy.
*satisfaction.

i want

2009-06-01T19:08:00.001+08:00

the

best

for

you

and

of how it has been.

2009-06-01T17:46:00.008+08:00

Things and things and many other things have been going on lately. My latest post to due way back is supposed to be the Langkawi trip one which i promised promised to post it up. which i said soon and it will be. okay fine i'm lazy and procrastinating, plus i have not have the access to internet lately. since everywhere is new and out of internet connection. well then i have been pretty emo. tho i know it's the time of the month. so excuse me please :D but i thought all the emotions will soon fade away. but they were actually just being realistic. things are pretty clear now. is it designated to be this way. i understand every single word and advice, but sorry to have failed you. maybe this is how it will be for now, till god knows when. i'm not meaning whoever u think i mean. it's not u ok? lol for you, maybe i'll just apply my pom knowledge, communication. communication is so important, that it either make things work or just fail you. if only it's that easy. haha i'm hoping for things to be more managable and ya, life's like that. this post is so disorganized. sorry my bad. maybe that's really how i am now. messy confused disorganized distracted.
anyways.. finals is just around the corner. how's the preparation? bad to worst.
oh oh and ya to prove with what i've been occupied with, my sister's shifting house. open house and all. it's pretty big deal and a whole lot of time to spend. for my sis that is. i've only been the kelefe, cleaning up a little mess of here and there. i've helped with the most that i could. and hope everything will go on smoothly as time goes by. she knows what i mean.

Okay. i myself is starting to dislike this post. But blah, how often do i actually write so much of a nonsense. Post it up anyway. Just for a little revival here. lol
Till then~

*= S

My dear,

2009-06-01T17:25:00.011+08:00

Miss Lim!

Happy Birthday!!

A hundred of thousand of hugs wishes kisses flying all the way to u.

Can u feel the love? ;)

I know you do.

Anyway, we'll make it up to you.

as promised!

**bear hugs

Klang trip

2009-05-31T00:48:00.002+08:00

**Caution: way way overdue post!!

CNY 2009. that's how long it was. but then it was sweet memories. that ought to be shared.

i think pictures will do, no need of any long winding description. cos i'm lazy like that.

feast ur eyes~

this was nice. like in those chinese dramas. although we were anticipating for mandarin oranges-throwing-girls but there were nothing except hot air and dark nights.

Banting temple

filled with bright flashy vibrant lights and sweaty people.

i just like how the red cherry lights brighten up the night.

tra la la la la~

*cny-ed

Yaki-yaki.

2009-04-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

This post was supposed to be dated wayy back few weeks ago.
I found it in my draft so decided to continue bout it. hehe..

Anyway.. mum was up for the weekend so we brought her for something different.
Tried the new Yaki-yaki Japanese Barbeque Buffet Restaurant.
Since they were having their 50% discount, so why not?
don't we all love promotions and discounts eh. =D

It's a weekend so rather normal for it to be fully packed.
There were even many queuing for their turn at the counter.

Their few different types of variety dishes.
The left part shows the cooked dishes, whereas the right part is the uncooked ones.
The main difference of this restaurant with the other Japanese buffet's is the barbecue part.

Sometimes the bbq-ing part may be the best part of the dinner.
The future of the food depends on our expertise on cooking it. lol
Their cute sauce pots and sushis.
There weren't as much choice of food compared to some of other buffet's but i think it's rather okay.
For the 50% price that is.

The ice cream was sad. =(
I only enjoyed their fruity flavour which was some lemon, orange
at least i think they are that flavours.
Some are weird.and i hate the wasabi flavour!ugh.

But i still enjoyed my dinner anyhow.

That's of course because of the company i had.
What more?

*:)

8.30 a.m

2009-04-20T08:15:00.003+08:00

Early early early this morning.
5 hours + of sleep,
and here i am, all up awake.
JUST to do my subject add/drop.

YAWN.
i'm going to continue my beauty sleep jus a while after this.
Nights~

House for rent~

2009-04-19T12:19:00.005+08:00

Just for the sake.

House for rent, anyone?

Baby~

2009-04-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

Oh oh oh did you know?
Someone new has finally entered my life.
It was somehow sudden, unexpectedly.
Everything went on too quickly until i finally realised she actually really really arrived.
After much hesitation for some time now.
I'm really really trilled now!
and i can feel myself getting redder inside.

*
**
***
********************

Yup there she is.
My hot red w705.
Pwetty, no?
since when the sudden gush of interest in red eh.
But red is awwwwwwesome.
Cause my new baby is red!
Loving it till now. =)

*hot red

Sunday.

2009-04-12T23:40:00.003+08:00

of prayers.

& food.

that's just about it.
am enjoying it.much much toh. XD

me misses the beach.. =(

I'm back!

2009-04-12T00:06:00.003+08:00

and will soon blog about it! =)

I'm just a little little little burnt. lol

Leonard.

2009-04-11T19:54:00.004+08:00

Happy 21st, You!

You must be having the time of your life this day.
At least you had a little little so-called-celebration from us to you in Langkawi. ;)

Well,,
We know you love to drink.

We know you are vain and poses for the camera.

We know you will be always surrounded with girls whenever you want.

But no, we're not jealous of you.
Cos you are Leonard Lim.
What's to be jealous of? lol
In the realm of adulthood you are.
you know, old people are no fun.
that's why i'm still young.
so, i'm fun.
Niahahhaha!!

Have a great one!
*=D

Langkawi.

2009-04-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

Here we come!

All done.

2009-04-03T23:22:00.001+08:00

Yay. double Yay. triple Yays!

All 5 papers done, and i do hope it turned out the way i want it to be.
Blah not like i can turn back the past if i mourn over it overnight. So, i'll just go through the days, ignoring the fact that class starts in 2 weeks time. Which is super duper duper super very near.
But at least it's the special sem coming ahead, meaning i still can enjoy my days. Not nearly as stress the normal sems. Plan to occupy my free hours with useful $$ stuff. So, see how on that.

Back to my holidays.. I didn't have much time for shopping and all. Even if i did, it wasn't much. I want cheap reasonable pretty dresses tops sales! Shopping wohoo~ Just done my facial and my complexion now is horrible. :( I need more beauty sleep and skin renovation. What's skin renovation? I don know. Some nonsense that i simply typed out and don't bother to erase it. Blah.

And i'm enjoying it!

Till then.
*Hugs.

Weee*

2009-03-25T01:07:00.004+08:00

First one.

Check. Done.

Next up. 4 in the waiting list.
*

Exact number like the stamens, 5.
and the surrounding happiness coming soon.
XP

Books & A's

2009-03-22T00:04:00.002+08:00

I really need to get back to my studies. Just focus on the notes. Dispose all distractions. Cause that's all i need. Inspiration and motivation. Meet-ups and vacation. Gossips and updates. Love and affection.

Cause that's really all i need.

What am i?

2009-03-21T23:53:00.005+08:00

Heartless or what?

Can you be a little bit more concern and aware?

or you'll be out of the world.

I feel SO bad.

It's not even the right word to describe how i feel right now.

My heart stopped for a moment there.

I felt like i could tear but was too speechless to react to anything.

You used to be so important.

Sometimes i even wished those moments would just revive back themselves.

I have, and will never forget. everything that we've gone through.

At this moment now, i really wished for a turn back, back to that day.

With the hope i could be there, for you. even if you didn't need me.

I'm so sorry. and please stay strong.

For that's the only thing that could make things better.

xoxo.