Sweetness.Bitterness.

Just cause i was waiting for my series of gossips to be streamed, i decided to continue to put on some effort in creating a post. lol. I was staring blankly, thinking of a suitable title for this post. I couldn't think of any. All i could think of was this past few weeks and the happenings.

and now i'm all in the dark lit only by the lappie's lights thanks to all those annoying irritating, waitingfortherainanddie bugs.

and stuck with bejewelled halfway. hahhaa

oh Anyway back to the topic, i really have no idea which topic of mine that should be the main title here but every single thing of it. I felt every thing that had happened, has its story along with it. and btw i had many great talks lately. that's why i love holidays. catching ups are so easy to get along. rather than days packed with classes assignments and exams. speaking of which, the days are coming again so soon. *sulks. =(
I accompanied my mum today although i really had the choice of not to. I knew it was better for both of us. I knew everyone loves companies, no matter where or when. I knew i wanted to spend more time with her and er see her hair being done? lol. anywayy i was saying that, sometimes i really wonder how it feels when all you have is relief, knowing that there will no longer be worries. Knowing that now all you could do is pray and hope for the best. I imagine sometimes my mum would feel that way, her babies all grown up and all she could do was to give support. Feeling relieved that we have all grown to be such great daughters yay! lol.
I just hope they would be more relaxed. I feel bad for all my fees are directly from the home and i'm so useless. oh a little low self esteem there. *sulks again. Ah i dont think i should bother continuing because it is leading to nowhere and i'm so getting more and more out of topic.

There are so much to be thought about. Future.Career.Friends.Family.Love. Practically everything. Life. Have any of you ever get so contented with your life? I'm not saying that i'm not because, i should. Ya i should. So should everyone out there. We were created all even and fair. Pros here and cons there. Cons here and pros there. No perfection except Miss Photoshop. XD It's all about learning your flaws. The imperfections are the ones dragging you to being, just better. Improving ourselves. I'm currently on this book, which is abit lame and boring, but i read it for the sake for understanding it. Although i have to admit, some sentences are practically glanced through. lol

There was this thing which kept me worried for this few weeks. and it turned well in the end i guess. I didn't know what to expect. But i guess it was alright. Acceptable but could be better. Noone could have known but only you. of how i was back then. and i never felt that way before. and i sure hope i never will again. lol

There's so many words that i know i'm going to bore all of you and all of you will go running away from here. But nevermind it's good since it's full of unimportant rumblings. hahah i'm serious. lol

Okay off to bed now!

Nighty night earthlings!