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Wish me luck.

for what it's going to be.

*keep the fingers crossed.

Lost.

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*credits to the awesome photographer's skill. =p

I’m lost myself too. I’m searching for footsteps to trail.


And i love this random photo much.

*lostforwords.

and it shines.

as everything will be great afterall.

it's how i chose my days to be.
and i choose to be happy.
whatever happens, i'll be strong.
As in the end of the day, there are still those who cares.

no i'm no emo queen! =p

*i am still living it.

Pictures to fill.

oh Hello there.
I know my posts are being pretty emo lately with words words and only words. Not to mention boring ones lol. Therefore here are some pictures which worth thousands of words. Cny was great, but it seems to be passing too fast! A week of happy days back at home, weekend of food in kl and one last boring week in uni trying to study for tests. and there goes the 15 days. =( Although there were some events which does not lead to a start of a great new year, i truly hope it would somehow be great.














Things that sum up and make life perfect.
or so.
Many more not uploaded,
but are kept in the heart.
=)

*be back,happy days.

Stop and ponder.

what have i brought myself into. taking things for granted.
and now the remains are all that are left.
have i taken the wrong footstep
to this wonderland i thought i would be in.
and now all that are left,
remains unspoken.
will things work out to the way it's supposed to be?
will it ever be the same?



where do we go from here.

Anemic?


I think my car is anemic. Lacking of red blood cells.
If not, why else would it be fainting so often all the time!
which is so frustrating.
I'm not giving up on it, yet
but sigh.
I may be inadequate of blood too,
but at least i don't faint all the time.
=.=


*please don't fail on me.

the comfort zone that was.


*credits to mountcope.files.wordpress.com*

I was trying to find the perfect words to fill in this strange empty post. I couldn't really rationalize this feeling that i have. Exactly, what is bothering me. I don't know, I'm strange that way. I hate times like this. Confusion fills up the air. I always thought everything have been great. Twas great times together with everyone. But now, i feel like a stranger in the mainland. Maybe it's better to know what have came across, rather than letting it be worst. I just feel terrible right now. There wasn't exactly a comfort zone that i could go to. So just shut the eyes and let tears be rolling down. Sometimes i wonder, what exactly am i up for. Anything that i have done right in this life. anything that i'm even good for. I know i should totally appreciate this awesome life that i'm living in. times like this make me strange. and i don't want to live this world all by myself. someone please wake me from this dreamworld of mine.


*if only you could take me away

Dum de dudum.

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why

Slow it down make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
‘cuz it’s too much, yeah it’s a lot
to be something I’m not

I’m a fool out of love
‘Coz I just can’t get enough

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
I can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy The Show

The sun is hot in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It’s a joke nobody knows
They’ve got a ticket to that show …yeah

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
it’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh

Dum de dum dudum de dum
Just enjoy The Show

*wee.hum hum hum.

Red Blossoms.

Tong tong tong chiang!

Happy Chinese New Year!!

It's been great so far..

but i've had sleepless nights.

**

I dreamed a dream in time gone by

When hope was high and life worth living

I dreamed that love would never die

I dreamed that God would be forgiving

in case it seems familiar:it's from Susan Boyle ;)

**
when time passes by,

you'll then know where you're led to.

when the it seemed like forever.

wishing it was forever.


##iwanttohaveapeekofthefuture.

Recollection.

of 3 weeks back.
and I never realised how fast time have past
as the days seem like yesterday.
how i wish everything is back to normal.
no losses no funeral no nothing
more of laughter, meet ups, and all
At times the melody of Amazing Grace came along in my head,
reminding me of that very moment,
the toughest to go through.



Sandra i feel like such a horrible friend!
The only few pictures that i have of us together is like few years back
and now i regretted not taking more pictures each time we hang out.
There's so many things that reminded me of you everywhere i go.
How awesome Glee is, how great bargains they have in F21 and much more others.
I really hope you're doing awesomely good in heaven.
I'm sure it's so pretty and peaceful with everything so clear and white! =)


*you are missed

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