In need of serious self consciousness. i mean er. seriously. what have i been thinking. this is so bad for health. and to me. seriously. how could it turn out this way. i need a rest. slack and shop. as if i'm really tired of everything la. but i'm quite enjoying myself though. workloads are coming up real soon but it's already the festive season. Christmas always give people a good feeling all around. With the joyful songs being heard everywhere. Ahh i love holidays. don't everyone do. =) Besides the holidays, there's this day of celebration as well! *hinthint*
Guess where, last week.
I'm moody.
of nothing.
which makes me even more moody.
This time it's titleless.
0 friendly says loads of lorve --> .: pchze :. dated 11/25/2009 11:20:00 PMJust cause i was waiting for my series of gossips to be streamed, i decided to continue to put on some effort in creating a post. lol. I was staring blankly, thinking of a suitable title for this post. I couldn't think of any. All i could think of was this past few weeks and the happenings.
and now i'm all in the dark lit only by the lappie's lights thanks to all those annoying irritating, waitingfortherainanddie bugs.
and stuck with bejewelled halfway. hahhaa
oh Anyway back to the topic, i really have no idea which topic of mine that should be the main title here but every single thing of it. I felt every thing that had happened, has its story along with it. and btw i had many great talks lately. that's why i love holidays. catching ups are so easy to get along. rather than days packed with classes assignments and exams. speaking of which, the days are coming again so soon. *sulks. =(
I accompanied my mum today although i really had the choice of not to. I knew it was better for both of us. I knew everyone loves companies, no matter where or when. I knew i wanted to spend more time with her and er see her hair being done? lol. anywayy i was saying that, sometimes i really wonder how it feels when all you have is relief, knowing that there will no longer be worries. Knowing that now all you could do is pray and hope for the best. I imagine sometimes my mum would feel that way, her babies all grown up and all she could do was to give support. Feeling relieved that we have all grown to be such great daughters yay! lol.
I just hope they would be more relaxed. I feel bad for all my fees are directly from the home and i'm so useless. oh a little low self esteem there. *sulks again. Ah i dont think i should bother continuing because it is leading to nowhere and i'm so getting more and more out of topic.
There are so much to be thought about. Future.Career.Friends.Family.Love. Practically everything. Life. Have any of you ever get so contented with your life? I'm not saying that i'm not because, i should. Ya i should. So should everyone out there. We were created all even and fair. Pros here and cons there. Cons here and pros there. No perfection except Miss Photoshop. XD It's all about learning your flaws. The imperfections are the ones dragging you to being, just better. Improving ourselves. I'm currently on this book, which is abit lame and boring, but i read it for the sake for understanding it. Although i have to admit, some sentences are practically glanced through. lol
There was this thing which kept me worried for this few weeks. and it turned well in the end i guess. I didn't know what to expect. But i guess it was alright. Acceptable but could be better. Noone could have known but only you. of how i was back then. and i never felt that way before. and i sure hope i never will again. lol
There's so many words that i know i'm going to bore all of you and all of you will go running away from here. But nevermind it's good since it's full of unimportant rumblings. hahah i'm serious. lol
Okay off to bed now!
Nighty night earthlings!
love
it
when
you
are
you.
get it?
Ahh.. pretty aren't they?
I just love holidays!
Never knew we actually have such scenic views in Malaysia after all.
=)
and i love the clear blue sky
making the day to seem more joyful than ever.
or maybe it's just me
being weird. lol
enough said.
i love my days.
but why does emotions run upside down when the thoughts of others come running along
why do i have sleepless nights with concerns all around
i just want to enjoy my life
and get things straight right.
and with that i hope it would.
Been arghchoo-ing whole day long.
I hate running nose in rainy weathers.
with the wrapped 'wantan's
among the jumbled notes everywhere on the table.
with the non stop rain
making everyone feeling lazy and sleepy.
Just make the day seem more gloomy.
On the brighter side!
What are the plans ahead.
Tomorrow onwards i mean!
Weeeee <3
what to eat what to eat.
what to buy what to buy.
where to go where to go.
what to do what to do.
Blahh. *slaps.
still have to study first.
=(
all my loved ones.
i <3 you.
But by each day, more and more come into my life
and i'll have soo much to write about.
Though how much i like to express myself in words sometimes,
i chose to express it in other ways.
or maybe keeping things off the mind.
or pouring it out to those close ones.
*tiny ones*
Maybe, maybe after the exams,
i'll really spend some time updating.
Know me, the procrastinator.
Who isn't?!
lol.
Anyway, exams are around the corner.
Facebook will be filled with status of stress and upcoming holidays.
and very true, holidays in like...
SOON!
Oh did i mention, i've been eating.
alot.
and i'm always hungry.
which made me the greediest one among all.
which is so Not true.
the other shortie is.lol
but it's alright.
cause it's exam week.
and cause cause i'm a growing teenager.
*selfcomforts*
We always need full nutrition = lots of food.
I need a day where i can indulge myself with all the favorites!
that includes every.thing.
.
and the day shall come.
I miss ma home and the food.
and i miss outing with everyone.
=(
once again this year.
The candles are growing by each year,
but don't worry it's not the facial lines extending.
&
Happy Birthday to my dad as well!
**hugs
a
weekend !
and i have plans.
Go get yourself one and enjoy.
Boo♥
♥life.
but go on and try it.
Especially when you have nothing else better to do.
It's really interesting how indirect and creative approach to logic.
Go put on your thinking cap.
Wanting answers eh?
Typical Malaysians.
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1 seven seas
2 split level
3 forgive and forget
4 missing you
5 Downtown
6 lucky break
7 he's by himself
8 see through blouse
9 first aid
10 west indies
11 6 feet underground
12 backward glance
13 tricycle
14 reading between the lines
15 Cross roads
16 three degrees below 0
17 neon lights
18 just between you and me
19 one in a million
20 broken promise
21 you are out of touch
22 life begins at 40
23 Jack in a box
24 Growing economy
25 up before 8
26 just around the corner
27 Apple pie
28 making up for lost time
29 standing ovation
30 I understand you undertake to undermine my undertaking
Go strain your eyes.
**Glees
Father's
Day.
**We love you, as always do.
Just cause. I've been called a ninja today. lol Dont bother.
and i had great splendid moments with the other three Ninjas.
How often do we actually have the time to do this and that together.
Apatah lagi, shopping. =(
anyway night time would be good as well.
as long as we had our share of laughters and chit chats.
sorry meiyin, you said cannot tag but didnt say bout blogs right?
hahah
oh btw, she's available! *lads, anyone?
for further information, please contact 01******** =D
my jaw was really tired that night
from all those chatters laughters and singing.
i'm even still smiling looking back at those silly lilly videos ;)
and look,
pretty colours in the sky!
okay not exactly as colourful as i was meaning but still,
you get the point don't you.
We shall do this more often ya girls?
and not forgetting, the not-forgotten-celebration
such perfect timing.
blow blow your candles and make a wish.
don't worry, your hair is in good shape and u'll still look pretty
no matter how ur eyes nose and mouth are like.
you must be loving me now eh.
hahaha
**hii-yak!
After months and months of stressful days, it should be a great relieve for my sis.
At least all the effort has not gone to waste.
Finals just in a few day's time, but what can be done.
The house warming is as important as well.
I could just spare a few hours for some good family gathering. =)
Relatives from the north and south got together as well.
and all the pretty cousins..
oh and we surprised both mum and our cute little cousin with some birthday celebration.
this little details add a little more meaning in everything..
i love gatherings.
*eee's
I'm back!
and the internet is back!
we're trying on WiMax right now. good and fast i hope.
i just have the urge to just upload some of the recent stuff that has been going on.
from shopping to eating to gatherings to loves.
=)
and there will be even more next week.
my forehead spells anticipation.
miss lim i hope you really DO make it here this time!
each photo represents different meaning and mostly different location.
can i just leave this post be this way.
i dont really need add descriptions if you can already know what's going on with all the many pictures below right.
you know how much i like to fill a post with pictures,
giving me no space to write much words,
so therefore i need to cut down on words,
yes that's why.
hahaha.
=)
I'm just lazy.
*satisfaction.
Things and things and many other things have been going on lately. My latest post to due way back is supposed to be the Langkawi trip one which i promised promised to post it up. which i said soon and it will be. okay fine i'm lazy and procrastinating, plus i have not have the access to internet lately. since everywhere is new and out of internet connection. well then i have been pretty emo. tho i know it's the time of the month. so excuse me please :D but i thought all the emotions will soon fade away. but they were actually just being realistic. things are pretty clear now. is it designated to be this way. i understand every single word and advice, but sorry to have failed you. maybe this is how it will be for now, till god knows when. i'm not meaning whoever u think i mean. it's not u ok? lol for you, maybe i'll just apply my pom knowledge, communication. communication is so important, that it either make things work or just fail you. if only it's that easy. haha i'm hoping for things to be more managable and ya, life's like that. this post is so disorganized. sorry my bad. maybe that's really how i am now. messy confused disorganized distracted.
anyways.. finals is just around the corner. how's the preparation? bad to worst.
oh oh and ya to prove with what i've been occupied with, my sister's shifting house. open house and all. it's pretty big deal and a whole lot of time to spend. for my sis that is. i've only been the kelefe, cleaning up a little mess of here and there. i've helped with the most that i could. and hope everything will go on smoothly as time goes by. she knows what i mean.
Okay. i myself is starting to dislike this post. But blah, how often do i actually write so much of a nonsense. Post it up anyway. Just for a little revival here. lol
Till then~
*= S
A hundred of thousand of hugs wishes kisses flying all the way to u.
**bear hugs
this was nice. like in those chinese dramas. although we were anticipating for mandarin oranges-throwing-girls but there were nothing except hot air and dark nights.
Banting temple
i just like how the red cherry lights brighten up the night.
I found it in my draft so decided to continue bout it. hehe..
Anyway.. mum was up for the weekend so we brought her for something different.
Tried the new Yaki-yaki Japanese Barbeque Buffet Restaurant.
Since they were having their 50% discount, so why not?
don't we all love promotions and discounts eh. =D
It's a weekend so rather normal for it to be fully packed.
There were even many queuing for their turn at the counter.
Their few different types of variety dishes.
The left part shows the cooked dishes, whereas the right part is the uncooked ones.
The main difference of this restaurant with the other Japanese buffet's is the barbecue part.
Sometimes the bbq-ing part may be the best part of the dinner.
The future of the food depends on our expertise on cooking it. lol
Their cute sauce pots and sushis.
There weren't as much choice of food compared to some of other buffet's but i think it's rather okay.
For the 50% price that is.
The ice cream was sad. =(
I only enjoyed their fruity flavour which was some lemon, orange
at least i think they are that flavours.
Some are weird.and i hate the wasabi flavour!ugh.
But i still enjoyed my dinner anyhow.
That's of course because of the company i had.
What more?
*:)